Married Life

I am sitting here reading random blogs and it seems like everyone is breaking up. It is depressing and I find myself crying over some break ups just because I feel sorry for others and what they go through.

I am so blessed. 

I have an amazing husband. Every morning when we wake up he makes me laugh. He grabs me close when he hears the alarm and says "uh huh." He never wants me to leave. I wake up randomly some nights and he is always holding on to me tight. We cuddle ALL night. Weird to think that it can be comfortable to be held close and not able to move... 

I am so grateful for him and how happy he makes me. I love coming home from working from 7 am til 11 pm twice a week to a clean house. He is way too good to me sometimes. 

I wish everyone, someday, will have what I have and be able to feel so much love all the time. It is the best life. 

I thank my Heavenly Father everyday for allowing such an amazing person to consume my life. 

Brandeis' First Blogging

I love my wife. She is hot. the end

Emotions..

My emotions go up and down. 

I am not saying Brandeis and I fight, haha

....we have a perfect relationship if you can say there can be one, 

but I tend to stay up at night just thinking. 

I don't really know what I am thinking about. 

Also, I just realized that I get anxiety a lot. 

I don't know why, but sometimes when I talk to 
random people that either I know or don't know, 
I begin to get shaky and I have to take deep breaths to get over it. 
So weird. 

So today I started reading a book called, 

"Feelings Buried Alive, Never Die" 

and on the first page the writer asks 
if you ever stay up at night thinking, 

but aren't sure what you are thinking about....

so crazy. 

I am on page 3 now, haha

but I hope this book gives me good advice. 

A few ladies the other night told me it has made them think 

of life in a different light. 

I will keep you posted! :)

Best Wife Award!

Growing up I wasn't allowed to cook. 
I feel it's because I almost burnt down the house before while cooking ramon. 
Top Ramon will be the death of me. 
It weirds me out when the water disappears and the noodles get stuck to the bottom of the pan. 
OR when I can't reach a pot holder so I grab a towel and catch the towel on fire, o well. 
I guess you can say that my parentals learned early to keep me away. 

Since going to college you can say I have become 
"Betty Freakin Crocker" 
and I amazed myself tonight. 
Take a gander. :)

O0oo Cheeessssy! 

NOM NOM

The cheese is oooozing out!!

So Yummy in my Tum Tummy! Come and get em'!

Sonic, move on over Mrs. Truman is in da house. :)